And then..

Time has passed. We moved on. Hand in hand.
We made home. We made bed. We made love.
We made life together, with each other.

And then,

am all alone again.

Break Up

Its obvious. It was about to happen. I could foresee it long time now.
Yes, I was ditched again. But now that am pretty much used to this type of occasion, I can handle it very well. But the onus was all mine. I got drunk. I told that I find another guy very hot. I told that it would be fun to probably do the Ross thing, you know, take time out, and make out with some one else. But, at least, Ross did make out with the Xerox center girl. But I had just uttered, when I was probably not in my senses. I grossed my boy-friend's friends out, and because of this I embarrassed him in front of his friends. So, he doesn't want to continue.
Yes, I am at fault.
But staying with a hot woman who is every man's desire, who would hardly wear anything (in my absence), without my consent, is absolutely fine.
Seriously, I know I was wrong, and its fine that this relationship had matured and came to an end, before we actually tied knots. Oh! we were to tie knots soon.
It was too much for me to go through anyway. His parents not accepting me. His mom finding me repulsively ugly. His spending habits. His laziness. His self-indulgence behaviour.
Of course, their are so many things wrong in me, its weird how people in love can actually ignore how a person looks. I know I look like a disaster. And now look, I am almost in a disaster. What will I tell my parents ? I know, his parents might be distributing sweets, showering free gifts but my parents ? What about them ? Firstly they never expected me to get a boy-friend, then they never expected him to be good-looking from a good family, and in a good firm, then they never expected me to actually think of getting married. Now, how do I tell me ?
Anyways, that would be an episode in itself.
So, what now ?
Its time for lots of wine, sea shore, booze, get wet in monsoon rain and wild sea and enjoy life.

While searching online on break ups, I found an article on break-up advice, any one in need can go through it, to remain sane.